inamatus | (no subject)

I wish I was better at this whole 'friendship' thing. I'm sure he would have been. The other Ritsuka was so well liked and he got along with everyone.

I can't even hold on to the people important to me. Seimei, Alfons, Soubi... Even if he hasn't gone anywhere, I get the feeling I'm losing him.

Why does it hurt so much?