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There are monsters that take on other people's faces and attack us. I think, that's what hurt me. It looked exactly like Seimei and even I was fooled.
Aidou saved me from hi- it. It. We had a talk today, but I don't think we really got anywhere. Other than me learning that the reason for his attitude problem is he's a vampire. He won't believe that vampires aren't real in my world, but now I know and I guess that's something. I have no clue - that guy confuses me.
I need my camera back. I'm losing so much time, so many memories, all these people are starting to run together and I never know when I'll met them again. Max, Hikaru, Haruhi, Leon Magnus - so many people today. If it wasn't for this journal, I'm afraid I'd be losing myself altogether. But it doesn't help me if I can't write. I've lost an entire day at least. Tamaki says this place messes with time and he thinks I've been gone a day, maybe two. So it's not that I don't remember it, but that the time doesn't exist.
This place is driving me crazy - really crazy. I need to get out.
At least Soubi is here now, even if he didn't make the best impression on my other friends here.They all think he's a pervert which... well, it isn't entirely a lie, but he's a good guy just a little Anyway, we made contact and he's going to come find me tonight. Maybe now that he's here I can finally get my camera, find some answers, or just do something other than bleed on the floors here. It's getting annoying how dizzy I feel all the time.
Didn't see Miku or Alfons today. Soubi knows Alfons, at least, and he says he can come stay with him. I hope it's possible. It's not fair what's going to happen to him.
Aidou saved me from hi- it. It. We had a talk today, but I don't think we really got anywhere. Other than me learning that the reason for his attitude problem is he's a vampire. He won't believe that vampires aren't real in my world, but now I know and I guess that's something. I have no clue - that guy confuses me.
I need my camera back. I'm losing so much time, so many memories, all these people are starting to run together and I never know when I'll met them again. Max, Hikaru, Haruhi, Leon Magnus - so many people today. If it wasn't for this journal, I'm afraid I'd be losing myself altogether. But it doesn't help me if I can't write. I've lost an entire day at least. Tamaki says this place messes with time and he thinks I've been gone a day, maybe two. So it's not that I don't remember it, but that the time doesn't exist.
This place is driving me crazy - really crazy. I need to get out.
At least Soubi is here now, even if he didn't make the best impression on my other friends here.
Didn't see Miku or Alfons today. Soubi knows Alfons, at least, and he says he can come stay with him. I hope it's possible. It's not fair what's going to happen to him.